"Absolute power corrupts absolutely, most great men are bad men," - unknown

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Didn't write the poem below!

Her name was Aurora
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die
You worthless pest! "

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

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Too often we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap that mother@#?!&! upside the head.

Author fanfic's note

Considering when I'm online 95% of the time, I spent it reading fanfic.... I found a great deal of quotes that is simply crack you up from various author fanfic biography... So I will randomly paste thing that seems funny to me in my blog.

If i have an interesting ordeal, I will write it up but I think my blog will mostly comprises of interesting quotes... Don't say I don't warn ya!!

A confused nine year old boy goes up to his mother and asks,

"Is God male or female?"

After thinking for a moment, his mother responds, "Well, God is
both male and female."

This confuses the little boy so he asks,

"Is God black or white?"

"Well, God is both black and white."

This further confuses the boy so he asks,

"Is God gay or straight?"

At this the mother is getting concerned, but answers none the
less, "Honey, God is both gay and straight."

At this, the boy's face lights up with understanding and he
triumphantly asks, "Is God Michael Jackson?"

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fanfic

i still haven't finish writing up about my experience of registration day at my college... dunno when i will finish it. I think its will be very boring entry cause it will filled up with all my complaints about inefficient admin work but they still trat you like scum.

Actually this entry i want to dedicated it to this particular fanfic... I didn't write it, i just copy it since its so sweet.

“Asher…”

“Oui?”

“Why didn’t you come and see me if that was how you felt?” I asked looking up at him while we walked.

“Insecurities.” He offered with hesitation in his voice.

“What insecurities?” I deserved to know, especially with the new flavour to our relationship. I licked my lips. I could still taste Asher on them. Asher noticed the movement it seemed and something lit his eyes. He smiled slightly.

“That you would not want me the same way I wanted you. That you should have a normal life away from complications such as myself. That you should be with mortals your own age not immortals so many years older than you.”

“Oh.” It was all I could say. “Asher?”

“Yes?”

“I’m not normal so I can never have a normal life. Complications are interesting. Be a complication?” Asher smiled at me again and I grinned back. He took my right hand and raised it to his lips to kiss the back of it.

Things that are interesting to me

A black man was talking to a white man and said: "I'm black. When I was born I was black. When I grew up, I was black. When I'm sick, I'm black. When I go in the sun, I'm black. When I'm cold, I'm black. When I die, I'll still be black. But you: When you were born, you were pink. When you grew up, you were white. When you're sick, you're green. When you go in the sun you're red. When you're cold, you're blue. When you die, you'll be purple. And you have the nerve to call me colored."

I'm not black but i don't support racism... i think its stupid to discriminate others just because of their races.

mommy...johnny brought a gun to school and told his friends that it was cool, and when he pulled the trigger back, it shot with a great huge crack.

mommy I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's I even got the gold!

when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye,

I'm sorry that i had to go and mommy please don't cry, when johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another.

and all because johnny got the gun from his brother.

mommy, please tell daddy that I love him very much, and tell Zack my boyfriend that it wasn't just a crush.

and tell my sister that she is the only one now and tell my dear sweet grandmother I'll be waiting for her now.

and tell my wonderful friends that they're always the best.

mommy, I'm not the first, I'm not better than the rest.

mommy tell my teachers that I won't show up for class, and never forget this and never let this pass.

mommy, why'd it have to be me? Though no one deserves this.

but mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

and mommy, tell the doctors I know they really did try, I even saw a doctor trying not to cry.

mommy, I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest, but mommy know I'm in heaven with the rest.

when i heard that great big crack, I ran as fast I could, please believe me if you would.

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new.

I guess I'm not going with daddy on that trip to the new zoo.

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have kids.

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

but mommy, I must go now, the time is getting late.

mommy, tell my Zack I'm sorry to cancel the date.

I love you mommy, I always have, I know you know it's true.

and mommy all I need to say is "Mommy I love you."

-Don't know where it's from, but School Shootings are a terrible thing, and so I put it up.

Registration Day

yesterday is the registration day for the existing student of my course at my college.

Like usual I don't really put a high hopes that everything will go smoothly based on my experience with the administrator at my college.

Here are some summary of what happen before this sem.

1st sem : I have to go through 10 counter to finish up my registration and each time i reach a counter the computer broke down. So i have to wait hours to finished up my registration.

2nd sem : The college forgot to tell us to make the pre - registration subject slip and they also forgot to tell us to make sure our slip of pre- registration subject slip have to be confirmed with another branch of the admin offices.... So i spent quite some times just walking around the college to finished up all the last minute announcement that they should have put up in their website long before the registration day.

3rd sem : This time they didn't even bother to put up announcement on their website when we should registered. Our coordinator finally got a date for our registration day, it turns out that the date she gave us was faked...

Well not truly faked but its actually for newly registered student, we are the existing one.
We found out that after spending 2 hours of arguing with the administrator. Since she said that we need to filled up the quitting form before we can renewed our registration. Stupid, right!

The conversation i truly remembered was when we are at the 1st counter trying to find out where renewed student of icsa supposed to registered before they send us to administator office.

M = me
C = man at the 1st counter

M: Hi, can you tell me where the icsa pdca sem 1 should start our registration?
C : Oh~, Acca... well acca is over there.
M: No, i meant pdca
C: Oh~ CaT. Cat should start at that man over there.
*I was fast losing my temper*
M: No i meant Icsa, we are not Acca or cat. but Icsa! Institute of chartered secretary and administrator.
C: Oh, you guys start with the man 2 tables down.

See! Can you believe it?
I meant I know that Icsa student at the college is the minority group, but please. Your the guy who worked at the administrator's office. At the very least you should know all the course that your Branch of College offer.

So after being sent to that guy 2 tables down, we were sent to the administrator office, where we were force to wait for 1 hours. What pissed me off was not the waiting.... but the ignoring. The worker at the admin counter ignore us even though we queue and wait for our turned. How they ignore us?

Well, she simply take care of people who came in after us and not take care of us. She do this twice before I blowed up XD
I had a bit of temper if I got a bad service. Meaning I always blowed up my temper because in Malaysia usually service = really bad one.

Seriously the shopkeeper over here simply don't know how to treat customer. If I found a shop that treat their customer like customer, I would gladly go to the shop even though it meant I have to pay a bit more.

Like last night, My family and I ate outside to a shop that is a bit expensive. Of course when you go to a restaurant that expensive you expect the service is a bit okay... Guess what My family and I was ignored for about half an hour. I tried to flag one of the waiter.

The first time I called the waiter 'Abang' (It is almost like I called 'mister'), maybe he didn't hear me or if i want to think negatively I would say that he ignore me.

The second time I manage to called a waiter, this time I'm very sure that he ignore me . Why? Cause at that time we already waited for quite sometime and we already very famish. So, most of my family already had their hands up to flag down any waiter. He looked at us but he still didn't come at my table at all.

The third time i flag down a waiter, I was already quite piss- off. At that time all the waiter didd not even walk around the perimeter of my table. I had to shouted to waiter 2 table down from my table saying that My family and I was hungry and we still haven't got menu to choose from.

Usually at restaurant when we sit, they gave us some menu and left us for quite a few oment to choose our food. But yesterday almost half- and hour of trying to flag down a waiter just to get a menu.

Talk about slowness.

After no apologize what so ever, we finally manage to place our order after 4 times of flagging down a waiter. My brother is a big eater, he order 2 sets of thing.

1) Lamb Combo
2) Mix steak

They forgot the mix steak. Even though we spoke about the missing mix steak to 2 waiter, they still didn't send one to us. The third time my brother flag down the same waiter that ignore my brother complained, my brother said " Where is my mix steak, if it still haven't been cooked then i want it canceled. I won't pay for it" Guess what? After that threat, not 1 minutes later, we have our mix steak. My brother said that ordering a mix steak is a mistake :P

So all in all, what usually just take 1 hour of eating. we spent more than 2 hours there. Fun huh :>

My big fat greek wedding

I seriously contemplating that i am a big fat liar.

I reach this conclusion when i notice that tonight i help my cousin lie to the person in the telephone again. This time i lied to someone who kept bothering my cousin even though she doesn't want to...

and you know what i regret the most .... was that why on earth i showed to him i understand what he was saying... i should plead ignorance.... Imagine that .

he was speaking in one language while i was speaking in another language then i kept on saying i didn't understand what he was saying and he kept on insisting to be my friend.....

Talk about chaos... muahahahaha
Shame that i miss that chance.. I'm gonna try that later if i ever get the chance. hihi

And the good thing that come out from this experience was that i am no longer depressed
wheee

Although i have to go back to college this Thursday and today is already Wednesday.... THIS SUX

stupid people don't get sick

I got sick... does that means I'm a genius?

I hope so :P

Anyway it seems that miserable leech is sucking the happiness out of me. I hope the evil leech got full quickly and leave me alone.

Mood: miserable from sneezing too much
urghh i hate fever induce by lacks of water.

Its actually quite unique.. Most of my friend get ulcer if they don't drink enough of water but i ... well i get a swelling in my throat. And the next day after the swelling i will have a fever. Which ironically almost make me sneeze more than i could count.

Amusing right! :3

read at your own risk

actually this post i just want to say that if you ever asked someone to help you lie in any way...... If the lie didn't worked. Don't blame the others. Its your own goddamn fault for forcing her to lie for you... especially when she did said that she doesn't want to do it.

So, the moral of the story
lie at your own risk and force someone to lie at your own risk.