Damn, I seem to hav a 1 way ticket to hell

it happen that i have a 1 way ticket to hell... how on earth did I manage a feat like that...

It is soo easy, you do something you know that you will regret it... For example about the phone call in my last entry. I should have handle it better .... or i should have said it like this and not like that....

Now I make someone's life even more miserable than before....OMG
*rolling on the floor*
I can't even bear to think about it.....*puke*

So my advice to you girls out there....
It sux when you regret something and i really hate that feeling. XD
I hate it so much my heart seem to be playing a chorus of please kill me now~... its a parody of sway me now~

well, i guess its better than when i have a 1 way ticket to the graves... hahaha
I tell that tale at later times... If i remember it, i have short term memory lost... so i can choose whatever memory i wish to retain...heheheheh

im going crazy

I'm going crazy!
That is a fact not just a speculation. I know, I know my friends always did say I'm crazy but i always deny it, but now I know that Im going on that particular road....

Good bye sanity. I have to go into the insane forest now *muax*

How can this happen.... the reader asked...
well it started like this...
like usuals on holiday my life started in the afternoon. I wake up... everything seems the same, there is no clue nor hint that my sanity will be gone a few hours later.

So i waste away my day doing the usual stuff... (I don't need to tell you guys about that)
Then I got a phone call...... my cousin saw I cringed before I answer it. Well i knew this will change my day and I WAS RIGHT.

After listening to the caller, I got sooooooo depressed. I make this blog. See, if I am sound mind and body I would never, i meant NEVER make a blog.

This blog is the proof of my fall into the insanity.